My Mind was blank, i swallow all the sad feeling inside my heart, I feel breathless. I found out in the sad feeling it was her, she the reason why i feel sad. I just don't know, I lost my ways, can't control myself. SIGH God could you just show me the ways? Since that day, i never told you how i feel,from the start i should understand that i'm like a stress and misery for you. Without me you are happy than before, i saw that you are happy with other friend,that the point i feeling like useless friend who can't make a friend happy.
But why? When i started to close you as friend, you start reject and misunderstanding me..I feel Empty and Sad, those feeling really killing me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry thousand time i could told you, i could follow your words anythings you say,but just don't ignore me. I'm afraid alone in the dark, I couldn't see anythings except thinking, everyday i switch on the light and fall asleep, in the dream you was apart away....
